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tessa
18 August 2008 @ 07:00 pm
i’ve been repeating this song so many times, and i cant believe it’s ended just like that. i don’t even know if you meant it, but you sure are giving me an impression that you did.
it sucks not talking to you, and thing is you;re still lingering around. what is this?! if it’s gone, it’s gone. tessa, stop waiting for the past to repeat, it will never. things have moved on, so why aren’t you? God, so many things have happened, i don’t know where to start, i don’t know where to end. sure i smile, but i don’t even know what’s behind that smile - too many unsaid words and regrets i suppose. and again you’ll never know me well enough. sucks doesn’t it. i played the song repeatedly till i got the notes right, and i sit up at night, just playing that melody on the piano, and just before i retire for the night it plays in my head, my lullaby.
and the song repeats again, reminding me of you.
time to hit the books again.
gosh, i miss you.
Current Mood: 
groggy
groggy16 August 2008 @ 09:39 pm
just a little something God told me to share.
Don Moen & Claire Cloninger
be it unto me
be it unto me
according to your word
according to your promises
i can stand secure
carve upon my heart
the truth that sets me free
according to you word, o Lord,
be it unto me.
you promised your blood will deliver
Lord, we believe it's true
you've promised us joy like a river,
Lord, we recieve it from you
these things you have spoken and
you're bringing to pass
this world's disappearing
but your word will last
so
be it unto me
according to your word
according to your promises
i can stand secure
carve upon my heart
the truth that sets me free
according to you word, o Lord,
be it unto me.
you promised to carry our sorrows
Lord, we believe it's true
you've promised unending tomorrows
Lord, we recieve them from you
you'll be out provider
in you word it's revealed
by the stripes that you bore, Lord
we have been healed,
so
be it unto me
according to your word
according to your promises
i can stand secure
carve upon my heart
the truth that sets me free
according to you word, o Lord,
be it unto me.
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Don Moen & Claire Cloninger
be it unto me
be it unto me
according to your word
according to your promises
i can stand secure
carve upon my heart
the truth that sets me free
according to you word, o Lord,
be it unto me.
you promised your blood will deliver
Lord, we believe it's true
you've promised us joy like a river,
Lord, we recieve it from you
these things you have spoken and
you're bringing to pass
this world's disappearing
but your word will last
so
be it unto me
according to your word
according to your promises
i can stand secure
carve upon my heart
the truth that sets me free
according to you word, o Lord,
be it unto me.
you promised to carry our sorrows
Lord, we believe it's true
you've promised unending tomorrows
Lord, we recieve them from you
you'll be out provider
in you word it's revealed
by the stripes that you bore, Lord
we have been healed,
so
be it unto me
according to your word
according to your promises
i can stand secure
carve upon my heart
the truth that sets me free
according to you word, o Lord,
be it unto me.
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Current Mood: 
calm
calm16 August 2008 @ 09:04 pm
16 August 2008 @ 08:39 pm
the moon's so beautiful tonight,
like an illuminating pool of light suspended in the never ending blue skies.
the star, next to you, as pretty as you.
my Father's world, is wonderful ,
far deeper than the ocean,
and even if the sky was parchment and every stalk on earth a quill,
and every man a scribe by trade,
it will be never ending praise,
it can never be told.
i love You, Jesus.
like an illuminating pool of light suspended in the never ending blue skies.
the star, next to you, as pretty as you.
my Father's world, is wonderful ,
far deeper than the ocean,
and even if the sky was parchment and every stalk on earth a quill,
and every man a scribe by trade,
it will be never ending praise,
it can never be told.
i love You, Jesus.
Current Mood: calm
calm16 August 2008 @ 12:12 pm
i suddenly feel very happy,
i don't know why but i just feel like shouting, laughing, playing in the rain.
nothing has happened,
i just feel happy.
i like this feeling, i want to keep it.
let's go see the world,
i want to laugh until every crack in this falling world is filled with my joy,
i want to contain it all in a heart-shaped box of memories and mail it to you.
you make me so happy,
so so happy.
:D
i don't know why but i just feel like shouting, laughing, playing in the rain.
nothing has happened,
i just feel happy.
i like this feeling, i want to keep it.
let's go see the world,
i want to laugh until every crack in this falling world is filled with my joy,
i want to contain it all in a heart-shaped box of memories and mail it to you.
you make me so happy,
so so happy.
:D
Current Mood: cheerful
cheerful16 August 2008 @ 11:41 am
'Cause it's not my time I'm not going
There's a fear in me it's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
but I won't go
i wish.
There's a fear in me it's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
but I won't go
i wish.
Current Mood: 
bored
bored15 August 2008 @ 09:25 pm
do you like my song?
when the moon ours hard and cold on the veldt
i sing, i am the servant of darkness
over the stone walls and the mud and the ruined places
over the owls, the moonlight falls.
i am waiting,
for the fool to slide
for the heart to sieze,
for the leaping sinews to go slack,
for the fight to death to be fought to death,
for a glazed eye and the rumour of blood.
i am crouching in my dry shadows,
waiting for you to come to me.
and i will wait until you return to me once more,
only to pick you clean,
and leave your bones to the wind.
i am a silent hunter,
and i do this, because all this while,
i have sat here alone,
tense with the flood of visions that arise,
only to sink and die in my heart,
whenever you walked away.
adapted from 'hyena' by edwin morgan
and 'the panther' by rainer mala rilke.
when the moon ours hard and cold on the veldt
i sing, i am the servant of darkness
over the stone walls and the mud and the ruined places
over the owls, the moonlight falls.
i am waiting,
for the fool to slide
for the heart to sieze,
for the leaping sinews to go slack,
for the fight to death to be fought to death,
for a glazed eye and the rumour of blood.
i am crouching in my dry shadows,
waiting for you to come to me.
and i will wait until you return to me once more,
only to pick you clean,
and leave your bones to the wind.
i am a silent hunter,
and i do this, because all this while,
i have sat here alone,
tense with the flood of visions that arise,
only to sink and die in my heart,
whenever you walked away.
adapted from 'hyena' by edwin morgan
and 'the panther' by rainer mala rilke.
15 August 2008 @ 05:28 pm
little match girl wants to love,
because she's sick of all her bitter tears.
xoxo;
had a crap day, went for lunch at foodcourt and saw the class posse. ( just an easier way of calling them , no offence, pl0x)
got quite upset after seeing tp for some reason, and i just plonked him with sms-es.
became quite a heated argument after that that actually made me really emo.
bhavna freaked out, and when olivia and nurul came up to look for us, i snapped at them, and they freaked.
so sorry, guys.
so we argued, i cried, and bhavna shocked.
i have no idea why i'm so upset and worked up, probably because i cant deal.
i hate my medication alot.
this is very saddening, and then he cheered me up after awhile.
why you so nice, i'm sorry btw, i never meant to say those hurtful things.
forgive me.
because she's sick of all her bitter tears.
xoxo;
had a crap day, went for lunch at foodcourt and saw the class posse. ( just an easier way of calling them , no offence, pl0x)
got quite upset after seeing tp for some reason, and i just plonked him with sms-es.
became quite a heated argument after that that actually made me really emo.
bhavna freaked out, and when olivia and nurul came up to look for us, i snapped at them, and they freaked.
so sorry, guys.
so we argued, i cried, and bhavna shocked.
i have no idea why i'm so upset and worked up, probably because i cant deal.
i hate my medication alot.
this is very saddening, and then he cheered me up after awhile.
why you so nice, i'm sorry btw, i never meant to say those hurtful things.
forgive me.
Current Mood: 
morose
morose14 August 2008 @ 08:52 pm
i want to scream, i really do. i can hardly cope, everything's a blur, i can't breathe, i'm blinded.
i'm too guilty to think straight, i'm too messed up to understand.
i can't stand being treated this way, i'm no doll. i'm sick and tired, i'm frustrated and i'm confused.
to some extent i'm afraid, and i'm breathless thinking about you, and when you care,
boy, it's killing me.
it hurts like thorns cutting me.
my heart's beating, just not with yours.
i'm too guilty to think straight, i'm too messed up to understand.
i can't stand being treated this way, i'm no doll. i'm sick and tired, i'm frustrated and i'm confused.
to some extent i'm afraid, and i'm breathless thinking about you, and when you care,
boy, it's killing me.
it hurts like thorns cutting me.
my heart's beating, just not with yours.
i'm such a wreck now, and i haven't studied a single word today.
probably going to fail math and i feel so guilty telling sister li qin i cant fellowship today because i have to study for exams.
and it's killing me, although i can always erase the mistake and call her back,
but Lord, only You know, i can't do it.
i don't know why either, i fear i might just cry.
i want to give all to You, and leave it all in Your hands.
oh Father, what am i to do?
i just want to break down and cry,
lend me your shoulder, i miss you. ):
probably going to fail math and i feel so guilty telling sister li qin i cant fellowship today because i have to study for exams.
and it's killing me, although i can always erase the mistake and call her back,
but Lord, only You know, i can't do it.
i don't know why either, i fear i might just cry.
i want to give all to You, and leave it all in Your hands.
oh Father, what am i to do?
i just want to break down and cry,
lend me your shoulder, i miss you. ):
Current Mood: 
sad
sadCurrent Music: avenged sevenfold
14 August 2008 @ 07:28 pm
i'm not a shelf product ok,
dont know why but i just feel so distressed now.
someone press the sos button.
it's not alright,
i'm not fine.
dont know why but i just feel so distressed now.
someone press the sos button.
it's not alright,
i'm not fine.
Current Mood: 
stressed
stressedCurrent Music: stranger
14 August 2008 @ 10:25 am
hello,
i'm in ict now.
murphy and zirui are next to me, :D
just ended math.
!#$^()_)_&*&*^$#$&^(**(*(*(*(*()&$%$@#$%
irritating class.
stupid practice ws.
and romzee is back. :O
very vulgar lesson that made me freaking annoyed.
raaaaaaar.
i want omelette rice for lunch - anybody?
Current Mood: 
crappy
crappy13 August 2008 @ 08:58 pm
i'm talking to germany and i can hardly catch his sense of humor,
but it's wacky.
i've KIND OF practiced math,
gobsmack, i'm prolly going to fail.
RAAK.
but it's wacky.
i've KIND OF practiced math,
gobsmack, i'm prolly going to fail.
RAAK.
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13 August 2008 @ 05:56 pm
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
got my haircut, hooray! :D
ok, vampire knight and shower then studyyyyyyyy.
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
got my haircut, hooray! :D
ok, vampire knight and shower then studyyyyyyyy.
13 August 2008 @ 12:40 am
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
yes, i would. (:
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
yes, i would. (:
Current Music: would you be there
12 August 2008 @ 11:34 pm
vampire knight is loading oh-so-slowly.
i feel very tempted to read the twilight saga.
sigh, obsession with vampires and whatnot.
OH RIGHT,
the science teacher dissapeared yet again today, so spent science class with double-tp (jiale & weilin)
sweetie and dude and geneN (:
geneN and jiale keep trying to slide me off the table, they succeeded once or twice i guess, but i went back on the table everytime.
pretty entertaining to some extent - i'm weirdddddddddd.
tried sitting on eugene, then sweet on me, dude on her,
and eugene could still move,
and i got down, and they both fell. :O
ok, ulcer, ouchouch,
only 4 minutes out of 12 loaded (vampire knight, blahblahblah)
this is saddening.
i feel very tempted to read the twilight saga.
sigh, obsession with vampires and whatnot.
OH RIGHT,
the science teacher dissapeared yet again today, so spent science class with double-tp (jiale & weilin)
sweetie and dude and geneN (:
geneN and jiale keep trying to slide me off the table, they succeeded once or twice i guess, but i went back on the table everytime.
pretty entertaining to some extent - i'm weirdddddddddd.
tried sitting on eugene, then sweet on me, dude on her,
and eugene could still move,
and i got down, and they both fell. :O
ok, ulcer, ouchouch,
only 4 minutes out of 12 loaded (vampire knight, blahblahblah)
this is saddening.
Current Mood: 
geeky
geeky12 August 2008 @ 11:24 pm
i am a pig.
i just woke up at 11 in the night.
haah, i'm going to watch 1 episode of vampire knight because my ulcer is driving me insane
thus i am better off asleep, and 30-hour nocty is online.
(:
i just woke up at 11 in the night.
haah, i'm going to watch 1 episode of vampire knight because my ulcer is driving me insane
thus i am better off asleep, and 30-hour nocty is online.
(:
Current Mood: 
bouncy
bouncy11 August 2008 @ 11:12 pm
amused